I have talked to a few mediums, and asked if they saw any of my passed on relatives around me, and they all have said no. Do my deceased loved ones not wanna visit me or what?

How credible are the mediums? The question may not be whether you have relatives around you, but who it is who is around you.

according to them, there are none around me..relative or otherwise,

I find it hard to believe that there is "nothing" around you. I don't feel there are any of my relatives around me. That may or may not have to do with the fact that I'm out of religion.

However, I do feel something around me and do believe in guides. This has been proven through personal experience. I don't say this to make your thread about me; I say it because we have what we need in this journey, including those who guide us.

You are no different.

That's why I find it hard to believe that there's nothing around you. You could be going through a time which your "gut" is guiding you with less outside guidance. If that were the case, that would be pretty awesome actually.

i agree, maybe I just had bunk mediums, thank you for replying btw..